A Journey

06 December 2006

A long lasting journey is temporarily halted in a world. A world which full of feelings, emotions and most of darkness, a place where dead lives have their own busy activities and creation to enlighten their world. Most are enjoying the rythim, involved out all the times, laughing and partying in dead. Others are patient and humble, much think of when they will be alive, spend the time preparing the "logistic" including the map, lights and knowledge to carry on the long journey. Not many people join the second group, because it is not enchanted and interesting being the member of this group compared to the first group. But that the only option in the dead lives.... which one will you choose .. water which is actually fire, or, fire which is actually water Ask to your heart and soul.. your true identity will know the right choice..

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Surrender

07 December 2006

Being trapped in dead lives, I sometimes imagine of the beautiful scene in another real world. Somewhere beneath the sky or moreover without sky and direction, the live itself exists .. a real live. None moves or speaks, unless reciting complimentary of the highest Your Majesty. O My Lord, pour us with your perfect light, purify us, mercy us, so that we can praise You better and better, make us being humble united our body and soul in You ..Abruptly sharp warm lights flash quickly, wider and wider, cover all, until the eye can not bear to see and speechless soul, stunned by the greatness of Majesty. The dead body crushes into pieces, surrender to the Mighty Highest…Then excited and beautiful perfectly soul is slowly alive.. running in modesty to welcome the Majesty, smile and unity..

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Love

It likely becomes a usual manner for human-being if we tend to pay less caring and attentions toward the one who actually love us real. At first time perhaps feeling of having a special one can make us reluctant to be far away from, we want the clock not rounding that make us be apart awhile, at the first time, this usually happens. Afterward, along the times passing by, the feeling of not-want-to-be apart decrease in its own way, psikologist say it is a natural in a long-term relationship. Some becomes closer and tighter, some others become far and even aparted. The reason that usually taken is love, the love itself has made people close, be aparted or even divorce.

How come love become the reason of separation, of hurting others, of war, of destruction, of other disorder manner ? is it really the love or is it only the distortion of the meaning of love ? .. what kind of love actually that can make all things together in harmony for all times being, that is able to unite the differences or discrepancies in one goal of peace, balance, all does in very short-time undebatable ? ..

If people want to be honest to theirserlves, ask to their own deep heart, freeing their thoughts out of the boundary, they must find the same answer for such questions. The answers which are fresh and clean, pouring by the truth of lives itself. If they are lucky, they simultaneously find the secret of love lives, the real one that is endless in time and boundaries, the source & creator of eternal loves.

Once our heart intends to search the real love with less ego or pure thinking together with high spirits, we will be surely assisted by the light of the highest majesty to meet and be met with the eternal love. the highest love will not be fade by time .. or decrease by age .. or eliminate by some destructions of manner or events, in the contrary, it is love that will be tighter and tighter, always peace, balance and harmony, for all kind of creatures that lives in this mortal world.

Let us racing by the time to meet the source of our love lives, pure from sin, a white remarkable light surrounding you, before your life time is up and you will regret on your past mortal world..

lights upon lights .. smile white..

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Past Good Friend

My great grand teacher said that your mouth would be your own lion. By letting it move and sound unnotice, it would make you trap in very trouble circumstances. Therefore be ware of your own lion, keep it save in a cage of wisdom and the eyes of truth. Heart would no longer at its right place, whenever your lion eat it up. Lies is lied in the tongue of the lion. Burning the goodness and charities as faster as the woods become ashes.

O mighty majesty, pour us with your lights perfectly, purified us with your kindness and grab us in your arms of love, of guardian, of humble, aamin..

I have an experience where a good relation became breakdown because of small unresponsible voice of the lion. Actually I have never accept the words of friendship's breakdown that were written by my fellow, I tend to treat it as a simple mistake that could be forgiven in time. However, my fellow felt very uneasy having saying bad and unresponsible to me, my fellow has directly cut the good long relation so easily without asking my opinion first. I knew my fellow was so ashamed of her doings and speakings on me, that made her have no face to meet me then.

Perhaps the mighty majesty has decided it on me and my fellow that for recent condition it were the best. To increase our love to the mighty majesty, prove our devotion only to Allah, the mighty creator of this universe..
I believe and faith of the goodnesses behind...

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unnamed senses

Live has very special taste and varities. Each sometimes can not be identified for the name, the scent, the sense, the taste itself, while the paths are going to be ended at the same point. The zero area, the unnamed spot light.

I recently sense a weird feeling. I do not know what the cause, for what purpose, to where it ends and the name i should call. What i know, is only the sense itself.

Admire the majesty, the creator of me and all, has made me fall into a deep unlimited love. hardly to place someone inside me, just me and the majesty along the time. Until then.. just me and the majesty.. with long endless love inside and the truth...

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